Today seem like a bad day for relationships. 1st my best friend Miya's boyfriend broke up with her, i felt kinda bad but she had it coming i mean to think it was gunna work out would be stupid. second my friend Damien broke up with his girlfriend. this one really made me laugh! i was the middle man so i could tell them total lies and they'd believe me because they trust me and i know they wouldnt ask each other because i know them both to well i even told Emily's best frind ahead of time although it didnt make much diffrence her reaction was too good! Also my aunt steph broke up with her boyfriend. this is so great its like getting front row seats to the best crash and burn since...well since my own! i got to thinking, is it bad for me to get such joy in watching people set them delves up for their own heart break and after long thought i came to the conclusion: No it is not wrong because what i am doing is like watching a kid at the sandbox build a really big sand castle and then watchinig it implode only on a larger/ deeper scale. and lets be honest who doesnt like to watch things collaps? whatever i know i pobobly seem like an ass hole and i know i am how?...its what i do; that and one time i actually got paid to stop being ass to this one girl it was great. *blissfull sigh* well im on cloud nine right now and nothing tonight is gonna bring me down, i feel like im on top of the world... my world that is.

Well im not entirley sure how im feeling write now. im happy, angry, and sad all @ da same time!

Happy:lifes rly not dat bad and i jus got a new web cam and i have bunch of friends dat love me

Sad: im still not completely over my ex. prolly because shes uber hot and im never gunna get anyone dat hot ever again.

angry: im mad mostely because im lrtting somthing as stupid as an ex girlfriend get to me

if anyone knows what this mulyemotional feeling is called let me know.
also if you know a good way of gettin over this please tell me.

I would totally tell him/her and when they deny it and find out for them selves ill be there to say i told you so and rub it in your face. ya i am that douchy and i dont care!

So i was thinking that if i happen to get laid but dont die and the world dosent end when its supposed to, and i dont become a bounty hunter i think ill do comics...i like comics...mmmmm comics

the other day i was making picturs in my friends celing and i made a squirle. then i thought how could a squirle be on the ciling? then i thought what if it fell and the thought was so strong that i actually flinched.

just incase you all miss me im doing fine i just got a new hair cut... and i have plenty to do with no interwebs and cable love you!

hey it turns out that we cant afford internet anymore so ill only be on when im at a friends house jus letting those of you who care know.

today i went to court as a witness and because im a minor i couldn't actually be in the room so i had to wait out in the hall till they called me in. it was 6 hours later by the time i got called in. that was by far the most boring thing i have ever done. but i look damn good in a suit!

Today i met a guy who told me he was a "Juggulo Nazi" when he told me this i didnt know whether to laugh or to be scared so i jus didnt say anything back but on the inside i was laughing...Silly Nazis america kicked your ass so ur a not a bad ass- love me ^_^

also i just found out that a whole bunch of bodies were burried by my house...

I'd want to be a Bounty Hunter...ya that'd be bad ass!

Today i feel like the universe loves me. school was not too bad. today i hung out with my friend Gerardo it was hella fun! we played Brawl, and Rock Band and watched Pineapple Express! then the best part of my day was this! i was walking home (later than usual) and a car pulls up with a really cute driver and she asks if  i wanted a ride. Being as cynical as i am i say no, but then she asked again and i thought "eh what the hell sure why not" she drove me home (her car smelt of mexican food). It reminded me that there are good people in the world : )
I kinda hope we meet again.

Also i decided to create my own community on anime! ya i did it! its the Anime Talk Community!!! join if you'd please ^_^

I feel like a hypocrit. You see i used to really like vampires but after this whole twilight (the name makes no sence) thing i lost all respect for them. People are like "omg vamps are like soooo cool now"  NO! bullshit thats not vampire! thats someone trying to bend the rules to make a romance story! I like the O.V. (Origional Vampire) the savage blood drinking monster that strikes terror in the hearts of man! but now people dont know what they're talking about! its like people saying they're gangster...NO thay arnt they dont even know gangster!  But today i watched Hellsing (a vampire anime) and to be honest i was a little cynical about it but it was vary good! it had class and yet that gorry kind of horror that i so much enjoy! : ] and just in case anyone cared to know...i had a good day today.

Well as you know  i stayed up all night with Damien because he kept throwing up hahahahah! I got up at 1:30 in the noon.  had a huge bowl of cocoa pebbles (yum) and woffles. his mom wanted us to maranade the chicken and so i did and after he seranaded it with depressing music. then we went to his room. he played DDR X and i played F.E.A.R. on his PC all day it was hella fun...now im home and its lame.

Today was great i read Chobits 1 &2 played a lot of Brawl, and did the dishes. The best part is hanging with Damien. Dispite the fact that his girlfriend broke up with him he dosent really care. i watch all 13 episodes of Elfen Lied and had some vodka. he had a nightmare and threw up everywhere it was bad ass!

Last night i drempt...I had this really big bus that could transform into a plane. The bus driver and i convinced a bunch of hot chicks to join up. Once we got in the air i started to fondle this one brunett's boobs while she was having a conversation with the bus driver. After a while she started to get mad and started barking at me like a dog. I woke up and as it turns out i had left my window open last night and my dog was barking while i was sleeping...i hate that bitch...

When i die i want it to say in really small letter "He Won The Game"...ta that would be cool...oh and by the way YOU LOSE...but so do i lol.

I just finished eating KFC and while i was eating it, it made me think of what they do to those poor chickens and then i though...wow you know what? TORTURE TASTES GOOD!

also my mom keeps saying you can't keep running from your problems. But i say i dont have to run all i have to do is out live them HA!!

its not that i want to be a hobo its just that i want to be free, im sick of being told what to do, and of limitation. but i guess in reality FREEDOM IS NOT A CHOISE HOWEVER THE SIZE OF YOUR CAGE IS.

I'm really mad right now I was filling out my classes for next year and my mom keeps talking to me about collage and making me think about what im gunna do with my life. I DONT WANNA go to collage and i have no plan for my life. This is way to stressful! i hung out with some hobos today and talked to them about their life style and it really seems fun its like everyday is an adventure! they dont need to plan or rules (except the law) unless they get cought. i think if anything ill do that. it sounds great. To be completely honest i just want to get laid and die, and living like them is the best way to do it. GAHHH IM SO FULL OF HATE RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!! i thank u for reading this i havent bitched like that in a while but i appretiate the gesture. I would also appretiate your opinion thank you!